Just Surviving

so things are pretty slow now, i wish i could write a message of how wonderful life is, but i've gone back to routine and when i am not trying to keep my brain busy, then i am thinking about people a lot. i am beginning a 30 day strengthen my testimony plan or project? sorry can't figure out what to call it. Anyway I am looking for answers to a question that has been in my mind since the beginning of February. i am reading my scriptures thoroughly every night and morning and really putting thought into my prayers every night for the next thirty days and more, hopefully this will also help me become more constant! then on the the thirtieth day i will be fasting and praying. i am nervous about the answers i receive, but at the same time, i am gaining so much faith already from this exercise and with everything that has happened so far
1- paying for mission stuff
2- Paying for a new transmission for my car
3- Paying for new tires
4- and getting rid of debt and bills
this has helped me look at the positive. i am continuing to grow and learn from this and i'll give you an up date about what happens as soon as i find out ;)