Why?

so this past moth has been pretty much Havoc! i am an aunt, my Abuelita is still in the hospital, i went to the doctors and had some blood taken, my dad left my dog in the pound and won't let me bring him home! i just feel like i am trying to run and two big ropes are tied around my hands. i feel trapped and there is no where that i can just go and be at peace. i am a prisoner in my own house! i just need my friends more than ever right now, it was so nice to have them at my house. htey were awesome! i just one day away from my family maybe even two...